So, on Saturday I took the stuff knowing that on Sunday I should experience all my symptoms at once. Well, I totally did and it was crazy. My knee swelled up to a puffy balloon. It was pretty incredible really. And this was after I didn't do anything to aggravate my knee the day before. So strange. On top of that, my sinus issues came out in full force just as they were supposed to. Fortunately, the fact that I went to church and simply relaxed while watching the Superbowl made yesterday quite manageable despite how gross I felt.
But today... that's another story. My knees are both puffy, my hips ache unlike yesterday, and I feel like I have absolutely NO energy and feel like dead weight. And because I'm at work simply sitting in my chair trying to focus, I don't have anything to really distract my mind from how I'm feeling. And I'm trying not to have a pity party, but honestly? I just want to go home and curl up in bed. That's what I really want to do.
I really hope this thing works. I hope it doesn't make my knee worse, or cause my left knee to get messed up. I'm a little annoyed that both knees are inflamed right now.
You know, I really am an overly optimistic person... but its really hard to keep a year of frustration at bay.
Maybe I'll hire a personal cheerleader to keep me going. Send me your resume if you want to apply.
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