You know what? I really do believe that the majority of life is lived in the grey. And right now, my life seems so utterly caught within the very depths of the grey.
Choices seem to muddle together. Decisions lay on the wayside to be picked up later. And actions just sort of stew in unknowingness.
It's as if I'm sitting still for a moment...
Waiting...
For life's single file line to start moving again.
It's a weird place to be. But I'm trying my hardest to continue trusting. To reduce my self sufficiency to ashes.
God, why am I so self sufficient?
Lacking life structure.
Do I really need to live within structure?
I truly am a closet rule breaker...
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